Greetings world!!
So many of you out there may be just like me...........here I am happy, in an awesome relationship, transitioning in my career and then boom my (straight) best friend gets engaged. Now it's beautiful because she is marrying her long time boyfriend who I adore and then suddenly it hits me! Her wedding is exactly what my parents envisioned for my life and this is the final straw that makes my lesbian relationship real to them so I am forced to ask myself how can I be the best bridesmaid to my best friend who is totally unaware that her new life unfolding is opening the door to my reality because the truth is I want to marry my girlfriend.
I want to send out invitations. I want to invite all the parents of the kids I grew up with who attended my Debutante Ball and I wonder if I ever will (I'm the one who stepped outside of the box and my folks never told a soul as far as I know......) I have 140 days until she gets married and I hope to answer some of these questions because it's been a long time since I've been home and I'm not in the closet for anybody!
Is there anybody out there that's been in a situation like mine? I'd love to hear from you if you have................Now if I can only get this woman to choose her colors.............the invites need to go out! More to come!
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